Author: nsiemers

  • Parchment and Paper

    Talven sat at his parents’ dinner table, holding the parchment at arm’s length. Had it really been ten years? It seemed like only yesterday that his older brother received the same letter, advising him that the traditional sojourn into the city had been scheduled for the following weekend. It was something that was expected of everyone in the hamlet; experience the technology of the city, and learn firsthand why living in the bountiful fields of the country was the superior choice.

    He didn’t remember much of his brother. Talven had only been six at the time, after all. But he remembered how excited Decken had been to return, telling anyone who would listen about the way “elektrisety” was able to power all sorts of devices that did work for you, instead of doing work the natural way. He’d brought Talven home a gift of some wax quills and some paper– real, smooth paper, not the parchment that was made as a byproduct of the lumberyard. Talven could barely imagine a place where no one used mana to cast spells, but he spent the entire day drawing pictures on the dining room table, delighted at the way the was quills shrunk as they were used, as if they might disappear entirely if they were used for too long.

    He didn’t remember much of the argument. His parents kept trying to explain to Decken why the city was a barren landscape, devoid of mana, with only stone buildings and false hopes to sustain life, but his brother refused to listen. He kept talking back– flashbacks of his father’s red face and flying spittle came to mind– until eventually the small hut devolved into a full-on shouting match. Decken went over to his side of the room, packed his things into an odd canvas backpack, and left.  Talven never saw him again. (more…)

  • Deep Flight – A Tale of Broken Memories

    Tenance groaned involuntarily as bright lights flooded his vision once more. His pod door slid open with a smooth hiss of hydraulics, revealing one of the security drones. Again.

    “There are four critical issues which require your immediate attention,” it said, as the various LED lights in its chest flashed red. “Please make your way to the Command Deck once your thoughts have recovered from sleep sickness.”

    He rolled his eyes, following the robot back to the central computer. As if someone of his importance could be affected by something as mundane as sleep sickness. His mind was perfectly fine, and there was no way extended hibernation could affect his thoughts. Sleep sickness was something that affected other people. Tenance was the leader of some tens of thousands of civilians. It made sense that his intelligence would be without equal.

    His luck left something to be desired, though. This entire voyage had been nothing but bad luck.

    This space ark was one of many that had been sent into space, in the hopes that at least some of the ships would escape devastation at the hands of Earth’s invaders. It seemed likely that Earth would be destroyed completely, but if the space arks could manage to colonize other planets, there would still be hope for humanity.

    They had made it past the blockade, but not without taking significant damage. The opposing armada had pierced the hull in several locations, killing about a tenth of the population. The captain and most of the leadership had been among those killed, leaving Tenance in charge. But that was only the beginning. (more…)

  • Hallways

    It wasn’t my favorite place to be – honestly, I could think of dozens of places that I’d rather be – but considering it was well past three in the morning, my options were pretty limited.  The only restaurant still open at this hour would be swarming with drunks at this time of night, and all of the fast food places were either closed or drive-thru only.  I’m not sure why any bakery would be open twenty-four hours, but the donuts were good, and I guess if the employees have to be here to start baking, you don’t really lose much by never closing.

    I’d stashed my work clothes in my car, but switching them out in favor of shorts and a t-shirt wasn’t enough to prevent me from reeking of taco meat and cleaning chemicals.  It was probably my hair, absorbing sweat throughout the night underneath my hat.  Well, hopefully it wasn’t as noticeable as I thought it was.  Normally I’m not very self-conscious about my appearance, but she’s here again tonight.

    It’s been almost three weeks since I moved into town.  I’ve been able to talk to a few of my friends over email, but it’s not the same.  I was hoping to meet new people, but my coworkers are just… so unlikeable.  Sure, it’s fast food, so I don’t have high hopes, but usually there’s at least one or two people who are passable humans.  And maybe during the day, there are.  But Carroll’s got me working night shifts, and you can just feel the poverty and broken dreams weighing everyone else down.  Add in the part where I don’t watch sports, and you’ve got the perfect mixture of absolutely nothing in common.

    My mother suggested that I get out of the apartment more.  And she’s not wrong, but it’s easier said than done when your sleeping hours take place during everyone else’s afternoons.  I tried the coffee shops for a while, all two of them that are open past midnight, but they’re filled with different sorts of crazy.  Maybe I’m being too picky.  The bakery hasn’t been too much better, except for her.

    (more…)

  • No Regrets

    The machine let out a mellow chirp- a light-hearted sound that betrayed the gravity of the situation.  Officer Julius W. Young raised a frail, quivering hand over the large transparent button, the light inside now glowing a soft green to let the user know that the chamber was primed and ready.

    It was such a simple sight, yet it still brought tears to his eyes.  To think of how much time and effort he had devoted to this moment!  It had taken him seventeen years simply to be promoted into the Chronoguard, and another five before upper management would let him go solo.  They had to be convinced that he didn’t have any ulterior motives for wanting to police time and space.

    (more…)

  • Murder Limit

    The sirens blared, and Frank could feel the strength draining out of his arms.  “Unbelievable,” he muttered, setting the axe down next to the body of his former coworker.  He tried to kick the severed arm back into place, hoping the officer wouldn’t notice if he took no more than a passing glance at the scene.  It wasn’t working; the protruding thumb was preventing it from rolling.  With a scowl, he abandoned the attempt, instead trying to look as nonchalant as possible as the officer approached.

    “How can I help you today, officer?” Frank said, trying to keep the panic out of his voice.

    “Well, it looks to me like we’ve got a murder in progress,” he said, pulling out a pencil and a pad of paper from his breast pocket.

    “What?  No…” Frank said, kicking the dirt with his boot.  He tried to avert his gaze, lest the officer see the worry in his eyes.  Even that proved too suspicious, however.

    (more…)

  • John’s Mistake

    “I am not supposed to be here,” John said, crossing his arms in defiance as he looked the demon straight in the eye.  Trying to keep eye contact with its fierce, yellow eyes sent chills down his spine, but the alternative- focusing on the rusted iron gateway or the pools of eternal fire- were just as unsettling.  “Clearly, there has been some sort of mistake here.”

    “Oh, you poor thing,” the demon replied, its voice dripping with sarcasm.  “Sent to Hell by accident?  No one has ever said that before!  I’m sure it must be a mistake.  We’d better check the ledger, hadn’t we?”  It pulled a large leather tome out from under its podium, and began to leaf through the pages.  “That must be the solution.  The thought of you being in denial about your atrocious misdeeds is obviously not the case.  Everyone who comes to Hell admits their fate willingly, after all.”

    The demon licked its claws for emphasis as it slowly flipped through the pages, making a theatrical production out of the whole affair.  “It make take a while to find your name, you know.  We find that so many more people end up here, especially now in the modern era.  I’m sure you understand.”

    John clenched his fists, resisting the urge to punch the smug grin off of the demon’s face.  Even if it was just a lowly gate clerk, there was no way he would be able to fight his way out of this.  Anything he did here would be held against him.  If this was going to be a test, well… so be it. (more…)

  • Victory NaNo Get

    Well, another season over, and another victory under my belt.  I think year was also the earliest I’ve ever finished.  Not that 7 pm on the last day is any big celebration, but at least I made it.  It was pretty questionable there for awhile.  Like I mentioned earlier, I’ve never been that far below par.  Granted, it wasn’t all that big of a deficit in the grand scheme of things… but to someone who never misses a daily par, missing a handful of them is pretty stressful.  I don’t think I would have forgiven myself had I managed to fail NaNo my first year as ML, and the one year I actually decide to pre-order a Winner’s shirt.  No idea how often I’ll ever wear it, but after three years I figure I deserve something from the store.  Besides, this year’s theme was legit.  I’m really glad they chose Video Game Graphics this year- especially after last year’s awkward Venn Diagram theme.  But… I digress.  I won.  Yay, me.

    (more…)

  • Something NaNo That Way Goes

    Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!

    I’ve never been so far behind on my word count before, and to be honest, I’m not a big fan of the idea.  Before this year, I’d never been more than 1,000 words behind par before.  And even then, that period of time would only last for a few hours.  The fact that I’ve spent most of the month solidly behind par?  Well, it makes my soul weep.

    I got stressed out one of the first weekends, when several aspects of my life decided to converge at once, while I was sleep deprived, to wreak havoc.  Normally I rely on my weekends to give me something of a buffer, so that my weekdays can have some slack to them.  This… did not happen.  And then the start of that week was filled with more obligations and duties… and then Chris Baty came to town, and that’s too unique of an experience to pass up, of course.  And then… well, by then, I was so far behind on my word count that I decided to treat it the same way that I deal with most of my biggest problems- ignore it for as long as possible and hope that it doesn’t get worse in the meantime.  Pro Tip- when the problem in question is a daily word count, ignoring it does not make the problem easier to deal with.

    All the same, I’ve been making steady progress.  I’m not too worried, honestly.  My stats graph has yet to dip past December- right now, it’s saying I’ll finish on December 4th, which will be quite easy to tighten up.  Especially since my Thanksgiving holiday will (should?) be of minimal intrusion, which is nice.  Not that I don’t love my extended family, but there are only so many rounds of cards I can play before I want to scream.  I carpooled down with my brother who, darn the luck, has to leave Thursday night because he works in the morning.  Shucky-darn.  I get Friday off as a part of the holiday, probably with the idea that I spend it on family togetherness and yadda yadda yadda.  I’m spending it with the family of me and my novel, and it will be glorious.  I may not have the novel finished by Saturday, but you can bet your (insert funny noun here) that I will be winning on Saturday.

    I’m already starting to pad my novel with scenes that didn’t even make it onto the drafting table because they made no logical sense and/or they were too trivial and/or the pacing was all wrong.  I need words at this point, and if awkward non-sequiturs are going to flow faster from my fingertips than the conflict and fight scenes I’ve written myself into, then that is what I am going to type.  I’m assuming this will be the boost I need to take myself over the finish line, but if I need to start scraping together all of my pages of doodles and notes for extra words to count, you can better believe I’m doing it.

    Winning over everything.  See you at the finish line, with a snazzy badge on my profile.

  • Insert Clever NaNo Pun Here

    See, usually, by this point in the season, I like to have a nice, healthy buffer.  Realistically, this never happens.  Not even one.  I try and over-type on the weekends so that I can a buffer going into the weekdays.  It’s a great idea on paper, but when my weekends are consumed with things like “Attend Greek Ritual as an Alumnus” or “Break my Car”, it gets pretty hard to get motivated.  Well, that’s not quite true.  Getting motivated is pretty easy.  The trick is staying motivated for more than an hour or two at a time.  It’s not an issue during the weekdays, when that’s about all the time I can allot to writing anyway.  During the weekend though, if I’m having to constantly interrupt myself?  My productivity sinks.

    It probably doesn’t help that I’m not caught in that Catch 22 cycle of “I would focus better if I were well rested” versus “I can’t write anything when I am asleep.”

    At least I like my novel this year?  I’m not sure how long the middle section is going to be.  Event-wise, I need to strike that sweet spot of “enough foreshadowing so the big reveal doesn’t feel forced” versus “there is so much foreshadowing that I may as well install giant flashing banners that read ‘plot twist next three chapters’.”  Honestly, I don’t care if my Red Herring character is even remotely believable to the reader as a villain.  He just needs to be plausible to the readers.  It’s the antagonist reveal I’m worried about.

    We’ll see how that all pans out.  I should probably, you know, finish the dang thing before I start pondering stuff like that.  I’ve yet to actually finish any of my NaNo projects (all two of them), so hopefully this will be the one that gets completed.

    Not that I’m looking forward to editing out all of the shrugs and eye rolls that frame the dialogue, but… again, cart before the horse.  I haven’t thought about publishing yet, though, so that’s realistic, at least.  Not that I don’t want to get published eventually, but… that cart is a forest, and that horse is a gleam in the stallion’s eye.

    I think I’m rambling by this point.  Sleep deprivation will do that to a guy.  Well, whatever.

    I think the character most like me is my antagonist.  Which is a bit awkward.  It’s also fairly impressive, given that all of my characters end up as bitterly sarcastic and intelligent people of varying levels of social confidence.  So, you know, they’re pretty much all like me anyway.

    I should have them rant about philosophy more.  That’s always good for words.

    One of my secondary characters ended up gay for the sole reason of being otherwise one too many straight white guys in my novel.  I don’t treat it as a big deal, so it probably isn’t one, but the inner editor buried deep within me is screeching “Using one token gay character is more offensive than not including any at all!  Where is the ethnic diversity!”  I’m still not sure what to think of it.

    Whenever my characters talk in computer code, everything gets mashed together with underscores and other such punctuation.  It’s very convincing looking, but I’m pretty sure it takes 7-10 otherwise perfectly awesome words and jams them into one word, killing my word count.  It’s tragic.

    I’ve got this post set to auto-schedule.  I wonder how much of it I’m going to remember writing.

    I’m going to bed now.

  • Something NaNo This Way Still Comes

    Another week down, and I am starting to stagnate.  Mostly I’m just getting bogged down in scenes that never want to end.  This is one setting I’m pretty darn happy with, and for once I’m happy with both the conflict and the antagonist.  I’m not likely to run out of plot anytime soon, so I shouldn’t have any issues coming up with enough content to make it to the glorious 50k mark.  I just need to get through this section, I think.  Well, and also, it would be nice if I could get some time when I’m not feeling sick, hungry, or sleep deprived at some point… but now I’m just talking silly talk.

    Chronologically, usually I don’t start hitting the traditional NaNo slump until sometime next week.  People talk about the infamous Week Two, but for me that doesn’t normally come into play until later on.  That is, assuming I can make generalized statements about my pattern based on only two prior years of novelling.  We’re going to pretend that I can, and move on.  Yes?  Yes.  Good.

    This is the first time I have ever been this far behind in my word count.  Granted, two days is nothing, and it is totally doable in every sense of the word.  But I’m going to complain about it anyway, because this is my post and I really don’t know what else I have to say.  The only thing worse than bar graph failure is the “At this rate you will finish writing your novel on” date showing me early December.  Which, again, I am fully aware that I’m not even remotely the worst off when it comes to word count deficits.  It’s just that it’s never happened before.  (Hypothetically, I may have cheated during Week 3 of my first year, but if I did, it was only because my time schedule was shifted from everyone else’s by five or more hours, and I still wrote those words before I went to bed, and well before the region totals were tallied.)

    It also makes me nervous, because I’m not really known for my ability to write massive amounts of words in one day.  Usually I hit my 1.7k, and then completely lose all of my attention span.  That’s not the way to come back from behind.  Raising it up to 2k is way too inefficient.  No, I’m actually going to have to put effort into this if I want to finish on goal.  How tragic is that?